the sun shines on...

so it's been 22 days since
his accident
and things are progressing well...
he has been out of province
and had his 3rd surgery,
the big one,
and now he is back here
in a hospital
only 45 minutes away from us
which is so much easier...
and comforting.
and at the same time...
i am constantly aware
of what could have been...

it blows my mind
to think that i could have lost you
that easily
that quickly
that you could have died
alone
in that field
while i laid at home in bed...
our bed...
waiting for you...
mad
at you
it blows my mind.