tuesday night...

things are looking up.

i am caught up on almost all of the editing...
people have been contacted, people are happy...
i am happy...

thinking about taking the plunge
and getting a table at a local bridal show...
yet i feel like i am totally not ready
and it's in about a week
but then i think
i know i could pull it together,
i work better under pressure
{or so i always tell myself....}

i said i would decide by tonight,
yet i am still on the fence.
sigh.
do i just go for it...
say the hell with it...
bite the bullet...
run for home...
see what happens?

or do i stay on safe...

{and in my heart, i keep thinking
mondo beyondo, this was going to be your year...
you should be jumping at this...}